خودش میدونه

برای نمایش مطلب باید رمز عبور را وارد کنید

inside my self

w- yes? go on. ask me.

s- who are you?

w- who do you think I am?

s- I dunno. someone who's asking me my question.

w- most people don't always tell you who they really are. you have to seek inside them and find out.

s- But you are not most people. are you?

w- " seek inside them and find out" ...

s- well...lemme ask you... hwat do you see inside your self?

w- hoho! well! your trying to be wise? aren't you? let ME ask you what do YOU see inside ma' self?

s- inside your self I see a shop... a shop full of masks..and an old wolf is sitting behind its counter..making new masks to wear facing new people... inside your self I see nothing... a darkness...a misery... scream...a footprint of a gone love...a wind...a broken glass...I still see nothing...

w- well...youve seen well enough.

s- tell me then. what do you seen inside your self?

w- inside my self? I see everything...I see all...I see the good and bad...I see my Wolf trying to avoid facing useless people...I see that darkness...cause I'm living in it. the my peaceful darkness...They only thing that you need is to seek inside your self and then youll see everything...even inside the others...

s- do you know what people are thinking about then?

w- people...people people! stop thinking about them. start your own world with your own hands...don't wory about people. don't let them know you...first build that shop. ;)

as I am so I am

I know I don't know...I know I'm stupid... I admit.

but let me live in my stupidity...what do know of my world? what do you know of what I've came through? you know nothing about me but you're still calling me stupid...still calling me psychopath...still calling me insane 

does it hurt you?my stupidity?

does it kill anyone? my psychopathic disorders?

has it burn a 3 year old girl in the streets of her childhood?my insanity?

shut you're dirty mouth up. you unworthy creatures...

you who are blind...you who are in lights...you who you're hands are dirty...

who are silent...you..you who speak about me and my insanity...who who have no mirrors...

why are you blaming me when you are full of blames? 

you say what you are is what you are and you won't change. ven the world cant change you! and you expect me to change my self for you?! hahahaa!!!

I'm in my darkness..I'm in peace...I am the happiest man ever in the whole existence...

yes I've got scars too...but I love them...they are proofs that the Past was real...

yes..this is what I am... PSYCHOPATH

but I'm not crazy...I am fully aware of what I'm doing and the results of them...

so if i killed you...don't be sad...you deserved it ;)

who knows? maybe nothings wrong with me ! maybe your brains are fucked up..maybe I'm ok...! 

anyway!

Go fuck you're selves.

Away

-  hey,what are you doing?

+ packing up my stuff.

-  what? why?

+ Because I'm leaving.

-  leaving? what? wait what are you speaking about?

+ I'm speaking about leaving.

-  but where you wanna go?

+ Away...

- away? and where is away?? come on stop it.

+ "Away" is a land without any fools gathering around for nothing, Away is a place where i can be my self and no one calls me psycho, away is a city that i dont need to seek for someone who understands me...away is a dark secret chamber that only those who know can enter...Away is my paradise...and im going away...

Elin Galin Hem

Nimare en kash niKh Elintariem
En sorde nosh hem khalay de noy seri ki. nimay le hanay she nikh damen likhan le shi damen. 
derator ordor gash ni dor nash.
Evvish neham Nimare Nikhanti netordom ki.

tokkish nehan nimare niKhanti en hannay limish le la'am.

seKHish nehan nimare niKhanti galishin do rokh.
de makhin taren hilesh nikam dor.

Nimare mel pa'ay haq.