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جادوی تاریکی این است که از درون آن، قلمرو روشنی را بهتر خواهی دید! کسی که در روشنی است از تاریکی خبری ندارد..

روزی دوباره برخواهم خاست...

جادوی تاریکی این است که از درون آن، قلمرو روشنی را بهتر خواهی دید! کسی که در روشنی است از تاریکی خبری ندارد..

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  • 3 September 16، 02:29 - کالاحراج
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There are four gates to one palace; the floor of that palace is of silver and gold; lapis lazuli & jasper are there; and all rare scents; jasmine and rose, and the emblems of death. Let him enter in turn or at once the four gates; let him stand on the floor of the palace. Will he not sink? Amn. Ho! warrior, if thy servant sink? But there are means and means. Be goodly therefore: dress ye all in fine apparel; eat rich foods and drink sweet wines and wines that foam! Also, take your fill and will of love as ye will, when, where and with whom ye will! But always unto me.

Change not as much as the style of a letter; for behold! thou, o prophet, shalt not behold all these mysteries hidden therein.

The child of thy bowels, he shall behold them.

Expect him not from the East, nor from the West; for from no expected house cometh that child. Aum! All words are sacred and all prophets true; save only that they understand a little, solve the first half of the equation, leave the second unattacked. But thou hast all in the clear light, and some, thou not all, in the dark.

Invoke me under my stars! Love is the law, love under will. nor let the fools mistake love; for there are love and love. there is the dove, and there is the serpent. Choose ye well! He, my prophet, hath chosen, knowing the law of the fortress, and the great mystery of the House of God. All these old letters of my book are aright; but צ is not the Star. This also is secret; my prophet shall reveal it to the wise. 

The word of the law is θελημα

Nothing is a secret key of this law.

A Fu**in' Psycho
and...
Every day I put my self in the court of my conscious to begin a trial for what I've done to my self! 
Every day I'm trying to find a way to convince the judge to forgive me!
Every day I'm seeking for evidences to prove my innocence... or at least to prove that I'm not guilty!
Every day I walk into the courtroom, stand before the judge, he reads the charges, I accept them all, and He sentenced me to cry.
He sentenced me to cry because there is no other ways. He doesn't sentence me to die.. I'ts stupid to kill an stupid boy for he's stupidity... crying till the tear gives its place to the blood will be a better punishment...
Everyday the only words that I can say to the judge are these.. 
"Have Mercy On Me, I'm A Sinner"
But Before being a sinner I'm a fool and there is no Mercy for Fools, Having Mercy on them is ways more foolish than fools foolish works.
so...
anyway, one day he will take the charges off me.
A Fu**in' Psycho
برای نمایش مطلب باید رمز عبور را وارد کنید
A Fu**in' Psycho

w- yes? go on. ask me.

s- who are you?

w- who do you think I am?

s- I dunno. someone who's asking me my question.

w- most people don't always tell you who they really are. you have to seek inside them and find out.

s- But you are not most people. are you?

w- " seek inside them and find out" ...

s- well...lemme ask you... hwat do you see inside your self?

w- hoho! well! your trying to be wise? aren't you? let ME ask you what do YOU see inside ma' self?

s- inside your self I see a shop... a shop full of masks..and an old wolf is sitting behind its counter..making new masks to wear facing new people... inside your self I see nothing... a darkness...a misery... scream...a footprint of a gone love...a wind...a broken glass...I still see nothing...

w- well...youve seen well enough.

s- tell me then. what do you seen inside your self?

w- inside my self? I see everything...I see all...I see the good and bad...I see my Wolf trying to avoid facing useless people...I see that darkness...cause I'm living in it. the my peaceful darkness...They only thing that you need is to seek inside your self and then youll see everything...even inside the others...

s- do you know what people are thinking about then?

w- people...people people! stop thinking about them. start your own world with your own hands...don't wory about people. don't let them know you...first build that shop. ;)

A Fu**in' Psycho

I know I don't know...I know I'm stupid... I admit.

but let me live in my stupidity...what do know of my world? what do you know of what I've came through? you know nothing about me but you're still calling me stupid...still calling me psychopath...still calling me insane 

does it hurt you?my stupidity?

does it kill anyone? my psychopathic disorders?

has it burn a 3 year old girl in the streets of her childhood?my insanity?

shut you're dirty mouth up. you unworthy creatures...

you who are blind...you who are in lights...you who you're hands are dirty...

who are silent...you..you who speak about me and my insanity...who who have no mirrors...

why are you blaming me when you are full of blames? 

you say what you are is what you are and you won't change. ven the world cant change you! and you expect me to change my self for you?! hahahaa!!!

I'm in my darkness..I'm in peace...I am the happiest man ever in the whole existence...

yes I've got scars too...but I love them...they are proofs that the Past was real...

yes..this is what I am... PSYCHOPATH

but I'm not crazy...I am fully aware of what I'm doing and the results of them...

so if i killed you...don't be sad...you deserved it ;)

who knows? maybe nothings wrong with me ! maybe your brains are fucked up..maybe I'm ok...! 

anyway!

Go fuck you're selves.

A Fu**in' Psycho
-  hey,what are you doing?
+ packing up my stuff.
-  what? why?
+ Because I'm leaving.
-  leaving? what? wait what are you speaking about?
+ I'm speaking about leaving.
-  but where you wanna go?
+ Away...
- away? and where is away?? come on stop it.
+ "Away" is a land without any fools gathering around for nothing, Away is a place where i can be my self and no one calls me psycho, away is a city that i dont need to seek for someone who understands me...away is a dark secret chamber that only those who know can enter...Away is my paradise...and im going away...
A Fu**in' Psycho

Nimare en kash niKh Elintariem
En sorde nosh hem khalay de noy seri ki. nimay le hanay she nikh damen likhan le shi damen. 
derator ordor gash ni dor nash.
Evvish neham Nimare Nikhanti netordom ki.

tokkish nehan nimare niKhanti en hannay limish le la'am.

seKHish nehan nimare niKhanti galishin do rokh.
de makhin taren hilesh nikam dor.

Nimare mel pa'ay haq.


A Fu**in' Psycho